alright the place where i wanted to go to, OCS, just disappeared. i got out of coursed(ooc) because of my operation. i feel both sad and relieved. sad because i cannot be an officer anymore, but relieved because the life in there isnt really the life i want for my NS. i only realised it when i stepped into the grounds of OCS on the first day.
anyway im waiting for my posting now. will come in around 2-4weeks time. pray that it will be a good vocation for me please. hopefully somewhere near at least.
ciao