when i received her call a couple of weeks ago, i smiled when i heard her voice.
it was an unknowing smile. a gentle one. i was just happy to hear that voice again after so long.
but all i did was avoid. kept wanting to hang up asap.
deep down i really wanted to hear her voice for just a bit longer. because i dont know if i have to chance to anymore.
i know i cant be selfish. i cant barge into her life again just to make myself happy.
but i miss her. yeah.... everything about her.