Wednesday, January 21, 2009
one sms to erase all the damage of the past? plus there wasnt even a word 'sorry' in it. i was probably too soft hearted the moment u smsed me that my reply was positive. that is one of my weaknesses. the thing dint hit me till after one day or so when i recalled the past.
are u even sincere about making up? cause i don feel the sincerity to tell u the truth. it feels like ur obliged to do so. i dunno. i also dunno why so sudden and random come tell me this. wasnt it u who said u dint wanna have anything to do with me anymore? i was willing to give up and let u have ur happiness in the past. i told myself to erase u completely and to avoid at all costs cause any interaction would incur sad situations for u.
i never wanted us to be strangers or enemies in the very first place. it was u who made that gap between us. i tried so hard in the past to bring that gap closer but it only went further.
now u want it to be closer. shouldnt u do smth also? because i really dunno what im feeling anymore. i dunno if we can ever be friends anymore. its up to u if ur reading this.
Super Marcus signed off at 11:00 PM