Thursday, August 21, 2008
i've learnt so much from the relationships that i've been in before. how to love, to care, to make willing sacrifices for the girl you love without regrets. its all a great experience for me and i'm glad i went through all of them. it helps me with any relationships that i'm going to be in in the future.
i probably didn't realise that deep in my heart, someone was always holding a special place there. she is someone i think i still have feelings for. when i was feeling down from my last break up, i immediately thought of her. i just had the thinking that she will be able to make me happy and not think about the sad stuffs. and yea she was there for me and made me cheer up:) she spent the night listening to my ranters and gave advices to me. i can say she's different from before because now she understands people's feelings better. praises for her! haha.
i guess i do miss her now especially after the day i bumped into her. (she should who is she already by now. lmao) but yea i know she doesn't like to sms everyday or meet everyday because she needs her freedom i think its good this way too as absence makes the heart grow fonder remember? Lol. i truely understand this phrase now. she made me realise so many things in life.
relationships should be taken a step at a time. it should not be rushed. things will last when it is slowly nurtured and the same goes for relationships. maybe she's not very sure of how she feels now too. but i hope she'll wait for me this time for my A's to finish first. its only 3 months later. after that maybe something will work out:)
till then, i'm looking forward to outings with her. to get my presents and for movies! haha.
i want you to know i probably didn't realise that deep in my heart, someone was always holding a special place there. she is someone i think i still have feelings for. when i was feeling down from my last break up, i immediately thought of her. i just had the thinking that she will be able to make me happy and not think about the sad stuffs. and yea she was there for me and made me cheer up:) she spent the night listening to my ranters and gave advices to me. i can say she's different from before because now she understands people's feelings better. praises for her! haha.
i guess i do miss her now especially after the day i bumped into her. (she should who is she already by now. lmao) but yea i know she doesn't like to sms everyday or meet everyday because she needs her freedom i think its good this way too as absence makes the heart grow fonder remember? Lol. i truely understand this phrase now. she made me realise so many things in life.
relationships should be taken a step at a time. it should not be rushed. things will last when it is slowly nurtured and the same goes for relationships. maybe she's not very sure of how she feels now too. but i hope she'll wait for me this time for my A's to finish first. its only 3 months later. after that maybe something will work out:)
till then, i'm looking forward to outings with her. to get my presents and for movies! haha.
your my motivation and strength to persevere on during this stressful period
Super Marcus signed off at 10:18 PM