Monday, August 4, 2008
been thinking alot lately again. ahhhh. sucks.
had a long day today. 4hrs straight of econs tuition followed by 2hrs of maths tuition. omg can die la! and guess wad? it'll be like dis for all my sundays till da A's. 1030am till 6pm. wth. no pain no gain. no pleasure without pain (lol my econs tutor's shirt da words:D)
im tired tired tired now. but cant seem to get 2 sleep.
dint go for da op on sat. wanted 2 just hold on a bit longer cause i feel like its not dere leh. dunno la.
anyway gotta go for da op tml i guess. its getting more n more painful. RAHHH! my mum told me it'll be pain:( but i'll get 2 wear slippers 2 sch. haha
walked alone in da breezy afternoon. it was nice cause da sun wasnt too hot. put on my mp3 and slowly went down da pavements beside da road. while walking i thought of many things ( i walked for an hour btw D: )
how insignificant i was compared to him. how incomparable he was.
it'd been good if dey were tgt. dey were meant to b in da first place. maybe i was jus a momentary hindrance. its easy 2 say dat dem being tgt i'll be happy. of course i will feel sour. of course i'll feel pain. of course i wished it was me. but i noe i wouldnt b able 2 give her da love he gave.
i probably wun even appear in her mind at all. but she keeps appearing in mine.
she must be feeling damn hurt now. i wish i could do smth. but nth seems to be da best smth.
had a long day today. 4hrs straight of econs tuition followed by 2hrs of maths tuition. omg can die la! and guess wad? it'll be like dis for all my sundays till da A's. 1030am till 6pm. wth. no pain no gain. no pleasure without pain (lol my econs tutor's shirt da words:D)
im tired tired tired now. but cant seem to get 2 sleep.
dint go for da op on sat. wanted 2 just hold on a bit longer cause i feel like its not dere leh. dunno la.
anyway gotta go for da op tml i guess. its getting more n more painful. RAHHH! my mum told me it'll be pain:( but i'll get 2 wear slippers 2 sch. haha
walked alone in da breezy afternoon. it was nice cause da sun wasnt too hot. put on my mp3 and slowly went down da pavements beside da road. while walking i thought of many things ( i walked for an hour btw D: )
how insignificant i was compared to him. how incomparable he was.
it'd been good if dey were tgt. dey were meant to b in da first place. maybe i was jus a momentary hindrance. its easy 2 say dat dem being tgt i'll be happy. of course i will feel sour. of course i'll feel pain. of course i wished it was me. but i noe i wouldnt b able 2 give her da love he gave.
i probably wun even appear in her mind at all. but she keeps appearing in mine.
she must be feeling damn hurt now. i wish i could do smth. but nth seems to be da best smth.
Super Marcus signed off at 2:17 AM