Wednesday, June 25, 2008
things r getting nostalgic whenever i look back at the photos
fate. i believe dat it is a miracle dat 2 ppl can b tgt out of such a small probability. but to me, fate is in our own hands. i spend everyday of my life like its da last cause i wanna live with no regrets. nobody knows wads gonna happen in da future no matter 30days or seconds. feelings should not be hidden, it is meant to be shown. who knows i might jus end up in da hospital again later n nv wake up. i truly cherish every moment of life.
she came into my life at da start of dis year.
she was different from jane.
jane and i were almost like total opposites. she's a very independent girl and freedom is da top on her priority list. im a person who loves da company of da person i love and can beside da person for as long as can be. as things got worst between us, it only showed how incompatible we really were. she told me i'd do better with someone dat is more caring and loving. i guess she was damn right.
G is special.
caring, loving, understanding, sensitive, kind, bubbly, cute.
she's da type of girl dat i've been finding all along. best of all, i fell in love with her.
i go to school everyday looking forward to seeing her.
she gave me some kinda strength dat i nv had before.
whenever i see her smile or just look at her smiling in a photo or just think of her smiling, i'd uncontrollably smile too.
even till now it still happens.
i could relate to her very well and we could talk for ages tgt without being bored.
we discussed about everything and anything keeping no secrets.
i always felt so xing fu when i was with her.
it was da warmth dat she gave me.
we laughed tgt, emo tgt, cried tgt.
we shared happiness and sorrow tgt.
being with her was da joy of my life.
i gave her my best and treated her as best as i could.
i only wanted to give her all i had to offer so dat i wun regret not doing so.
sadly, we ended.
it takes two to be tgt and it takes two to break up.
no matter how hard i tried not to think, i knew i always have her at da back of my mind.
i feel dat deep deep deep down her heart, she has me too.
things will always work out.
i cant deny dat i still love her, alot.
i cant help it.
sorry
Super Marcus signed off at 4:05 AM