Tuesday, June 10, 2008
she's slowly erasing me off her. off her blog, friendster and maybe even her heart.
i can't even bring myself to even take her off my mind now.
the feeling of losing her just makes me heavy-hearted and at a loss.
i feel so weak. so empty. every moment seems like eternity.
i don't know how she's gonna forget me. i don't know if she still loves me.
but what i do know is i can't forget her. and i can't stop loving her. its just too painful.
if only i could talk to her parents and tell them how i felt and try to convince them.
but things may only be worse if i did so and she may be worst off.
how am i to give up now? how am i to let go eveything all of a sudden?
as i read through my posts before, every one of them is about the happiness that she brought to me.
memories of me and her just keep appearing in my mind as i cry through each of them.
it just shouldn't be like that. it just shouldn't be this way.
why must we end up this way?
its just too cruel....................................................
Super Marcus signed off at 3:11 PM