Friday, June 27, 2008
everyday i think.
whether i wan it or not.
if our memories were an hour glass,
i would turn it over and over again.
i dowan to escape from my feelings,
neither am i able to.
isn't love supposed to be simple?
i love u, u love me.
all is bliss.
it should be dat simple.
u tell me not to wait,
u tell me u dowan to give me hope and later break my heart in da end.
but what can i do if i cant unlock my heart from u?
i wait, i hope.
for da day dat i can hold u in my arms again.
for da day dat i can feel ur heart beating against mine again.
for da day dat i can cross my fingers with urs again.
for da day dat i can see u smile at me again.
for da day dat u'll say i love u to me again.
we can work things out if we talk like normal to each other.
it doesn't have to end up with us separating after ur parents said dey dint allow us to be tgt.
we can still keep it a secret.
a secret dat only u n me noes.
we could keep it at least till end of dis year.
i noe u'll feel guilty and all, but many many people at our age r doing da same thing.
our parents will understand nxt time.
i cant say dat u still have feelings for me.
but if u give me another chance i'll do my best to win u back.
dats all i want.
u dunno how much u mean to me.
my life without u is a sky dat won't be blue.
please. please don't let me go.
give us another chance.
i promise u won't regret.
Sleepless, dreamless, hopeless nights,
I wish for you to come.
To fill my eyes with tears of happiness,
and take away this glum.
I wish for you to put your hands around me,
and make me cozy and warm,
and fill my stomach with butterflies and bees,
that so gently swarm.
I wish for you to bring me joy,
when everything seems so bad,
and take me out of this unhappy mood,
that makes me feel so sad.
I wish for you to give me back the memories
that brightened up my heart,
and let us share more of them,
because I do not understand
why we ever did part.
I wish for everything to be as it was,
having soft sleeps filled with dreams and hope tonight,
so that for every coming day there is a shine of light.
Does it have to end like this?
For I'm not back in your arms,
my dreams still torn,
my heart still empty,
my life with no happiness,
my day with no future without you.
Super Marcus signed off at 11:38 AM