Thursday, December 6, 2007
have quite alot of tings 2 say today. are u ready? haha.
ystd was a super fun day! i went 4 my sec 4 class chalet at pasir ris bungalow. i ended up stopping wrongly at a bus stop den later sumore stop one bus stop b4 da actual one again. in da end i took da wire mesh n used it as n umbrella 2 cover myself. hassan told me da hse number is 120 but when i came dwn frm da bus i saw 150! wth. i walked kinda far in da stupid heavy rain n when i finally reached da bungalow, im all drenched. now im freakin sneezin lyk shit. my nose feels lyk its falling off soon la.
me n hassan started off playin hockey in da living room. da ball is so damn hard dat we 2 scared go use da rugby soft ball. haha. OH YA! now i finally noe y i sprained my back. cuz i kept bending dwn when playin hockey. siannnnnn.
later on, we took all da beds n threw dem onto da stairs. dats when da fun began man. muahahahaha!!!! sliding, rolling, bouncing, flying, jumping everythin oso hav ah. was super fun n we reali play til we all siao. we even played all da way til da nxt morning n dint even slp. but when da sun rose, we all tio KO-ed. hahaha.
it was oso on da same nite dat i received smth dats veri precious 2 me too. frm none other den BIG NOSE. LOL! if u see dis don come scolding me hor. hahaha. its smth dat i wanted 2 see all along but she always don let me see. duno why 2days ago she suddenly so guai tel me wan bring 2 chalet let me see sia. was damn happy when she told me dat anyways. :D
but ahhh. in da chalet i ask frm her da photos she keep dowan lend me. veri bad rite she? lol. but in da end she still lent me la. but ahhh she wanted it bak as soon as she lent me. its lyk i haven even looked at it seh. i wan slowly slowly look at everythin one la so i faster tak da photos put inside my bag den chiong upstairs n hide it in da cupboard. who noes BIG NOSE came aft me chasing me 4 da photos bak. wahh i bo bian cant do anythin. heng heng jon da hero went 2 lock da doors 2 da room. THUMBS UP! wahahaa. but aft dat we took 1hr 2 find da right key 4 da room. =X she looked kinda pissed off aft dat n took my charger as a hostage. i hoped i dint reali make her angri ba. but she seemed kinda okay when i msged her later so i guess it shud b okay. lol.
frankly speaking, i reali dint expect her 2 keep all dose tings. even small little tings lyk my ncc camp packlist n schedule! even up till small little notes dat i left on da table 4 her. she kept all of it. she doesn't look lyk da kind dat will keep such minor details. im sure now dat i dint reali understand her last time at all. not onli dint understand her i oso dint trust her fully. mayb its because of da r/s wit shin hwee b4 dat made me trust ppl not dat easily. even so, i shud hav trusted her. last nite when i looked thru da photos, a sucky feelin went thru my body. a feelin dat i had b4 too when i broke wit her one yr plus ago.
nowadays girls alwiz find me 2 go out tgt but none of dem has been able 2 touch my heart lyk she did. not even da prettiest of dem could. i jus dint hav dat same kinda feelin dat i had towards her. da feelin 2 jus go n hold her in my arms. dats da feelin i get when i see her everytime. its da feelin when u see dat dumb face smilin den suddenly u too smile 4 no reason. dat dumb face constantly appears in my dreams now n den n its alwiz all blissful in dose dreams. r dreams da opposite of reality? or r dreams a sign of da future?
i dint tel her wad i set my mind on doin. i dowan her 2 noe now. it'll affect her studies n i dowan it 2 happen. qj told me dat she dint wanna hav a bf in her whole poly life as she wans 2 concentrate on her studies. wit such a reason how can i possibly go n disturb her life? 3yrs poly life yea? 3yrs is a veri short time since i've alreadi waited 4 a yr plus. 2 more yrs. but during dat time i'll b in da middle of my NS. i may even lose contact of her n everythin wil b gone. i tot aft my A Levels it may b a right time. but, its her final yr in poly n da most impt yr 4 her 2 get into a good course in da U. i noe she dat she works so hard so dat she can get into da U n not let her parents down. its veri well da same 4 me in JC.
if aft everythin we stil cant b tgt, i wun regret all dese sacrifices i've made, u don hav 2 feel guilty bout anythin too cuz its not ur fault is i yi xiang qing yuan. at least i noe i've been true 2 my heart all dese yrs.
somehow or somewad, i feel dat a certain part of her still holds some feelings 4 me. i really feel dis way. or not how would she tak so good care of da photos n treat dem so preciously? how would she folo my blog every now n den? but den again, it may b me tinking all too much. ha. tinkin is part of a human's life rite. duh.
anyways i noe dat u'll most probably b readin dis later. u'll b tinkin of givin me a good scoldin n such yea? haha.
well i hope n pray dat u'll do well in ur studies girl.
my wish for dis christmas, is da same as da last 2 christmas.
i wish for u 2 b happy.
Super Marcus signed off at 6:18 PM
ystd was a super fun day! i went 4 my sec 4 class chalet at pasir ris bungalow. i ended up stopping wrongly at a bus stop den later sumore stop one bus stop b4 da actual one again. in da end i took da wire mesh n used it as n umbrella 2 cover myself. hassan told me da hse number is 120 but when i came dwn frm da bus i saw 150! wth. i walked kinda far in da stupid heavy rain n when i finally reached da bungalow, im all drenched. now im freakin sneezin lyk shit. my nose feels lyk its falling off soon la.
me n hassan started off playin hockey in da living room. da ball is so damn hard dat we 2 scared go use da rugby soft ball. haha. OH YA! now i finally noe y i sprained my back. cuz i kept bending dwn when playin hockey. siannnnnn.
later on, we took all da beds n threw dem onto da stairs. dats when da fun began man. muahahahaha!!!! sliding, rolling, bouncing, flying, jumping everythin oso hav ah. was super fun n we reali play til we all siao. we even played all da way til da nxt morning n dint even slp. but when da sun rose, we all tio KO-ed. hahaha.
it was oso on da same nite dat i received smth dats veri precious 2 me too. frm none other den BIG NOSE. LOL! if u see dis don come scolding me hor. hahaha. its smth dat i wanted 2 see all along but she always don let me see. duno why 2days ago she suddenly so guai tel me wan bring 2 chalet let me see sia. was damn happy when she told me dat anyways. :D
but ahhh. in da chalet i ask frm her da photos she keep dowan lend me. veri bad rite she? lol. but in da end she still lent me la. but ahhh she wanted it bak as soon as she lent me. its lyk i haven even looked at it seh. i wan slowly slowly look at everythin one la so i faster tak da photos put inside my bag den chiong upstairs n hide it in da cupboard. who noes BIG NOSE came aft me chasing me 4 da photos bak. wahh i bo bian cant do anythin. heng heng jon da hero went 2 lock da doors 2 da room. THUMBS UP! wahahaa. but aft dat we took 1hr 2 find da right key 4 da room. =X she looked kinda pissed off aft dat n took my charger as a hostage. i hoped i dint reali make her angri ba. but she seemed kinda okay when i msged her later so i guess it shud b okay. lol.
frankly speaking, i reali dint expect her 2 keep all dose tings. even small little tings lyk my ncc camp packlist n schedule! even up till small little notes dat i left on da table 4 her. she kept all of it. she doesn't look lyk da kind dat will keep such minor details. im sure now dat i dint reali understand her last time at all. not onli dint understand her i oso dint trust her fully. mayb its because of da r/s wit shin hwee b4 dat made me trust ppl not dat easily. even so, i shud hav trusted her. last nite when i looked thru da photos, a sucky feelin went thru my body. a feelin dat i had b4 too when i broke wit her one yr plus ago.
nowadays girls alwiz find me 2 go out tgt but none of dem has been able 2 touch my heart lyk she did. not even da prettiest of dem could. i jus dint hav dat same kinda feelin dat i had towards her. da feelin 2 jus go n hold her in my arms. dats da feelin i get when i see her everytime. its da feelin when u see dat dumb face smilin den suddenly u too smile 4 no reason. dat dumb face constantly appears in my dreams now n den n its alwiz all blissful in dose dreams. r dreams da opposite of reality? or r dreams a sign of da future?
i dint tel her wad i set my mind on doin. i dowan her 2 noe now. it'll affect her studies n i dowan it 2 happen. qj told me dat she dint wanna hav a bf in her whole poly life as she wans 2 concentrate on her studies. wit such a reason how can i possibly go n disturb her life? 3yrs poly life yea? 3yrs is a veri short time since i've alreadi waited 4 a yr plus. 2 more yrs. but during dat time i'll b in da middle of my NS. i may even lose contact of her n everythin wil b gone. i tot aft my A Levels it may b a right time. but, its her final yr in poly n da most impt yr 4 her 2 get into a good course in da U. i noe she dat she works so hard so dat she can get into da U n not let her parents down. its veri well da same 4 me in JC.
if aft everythin we stil cant b tgt, i wun regret all dese sacrifices i've made, u don hav 2 feel guilty bout anythin too cuz its not ur fault is i yi xiang qing yuan. at least i noe i've been true 2 my heart all dese yrs.
somehow or somewad, i feel dat a certain part of her still holds some feelings 4 me. i really feel dis way. or not how would she tak so good care of da photos n treat dem so preciously? how would she folo my blog every now n den? but den again, it may b me tinking all too much. ha. tinkin is part of a human's life rite. duh.
anyways i noe dat u'll most probably b readin dis later. u'll b tinkin of givin me a good scoldin n such yea? haha.
well i hope n pray dat u'll do well in ur studies girl.
my wish for dis christmas, is da same as da last 2 christmas.
i wish for u 2 b happy.
Super Marcus signed off at 6:18 PM