Sunday, July 22, 2007
i realised somethin. dat friends r easy 2 find, true friends r veri hard 2 find. when we r up n everythin is rite, ppl wil alwiz stay wit u n b wit u. when we r down n everythin seems wrong, hu wil b da one dats willing 2 lend u a helpin hand?
suddenly i tink bak.
i treated jane not onli as my gf last time, but also my best fren. i wanted 2 tel her all my stuffs n let her noe everythin. we were alwiz happy tgt. but when i had problems, she nv reali looked willing 2 help. i could even feel her reluctance without her sayin anythin jus by lookin at her face. mayb i was wrong by judgin her lidat. mayb she did reali cared it was jus dat she dint show it out. she was da one person i tot i cud put my full trust in. i trusted her alot n believed in her. but as times went by, i did not get any real assurances frm her. i tot mayb i was too attention-seekin. i scolded myself a few times jus 2 assure myself dat she actuali do care 4 me when im down. it felt horrible.
how many times when she was down i was dere 4 her last time? i wanted 2 b da frs one 2 offer her my help when shes in need. i wanted 2 b her listenin ear n hear all dat she was 2 blabber out. i felt i reali did my part as a bf. i reali gave my heart n soul into da r/s. dat was until i lost it all when we broke up.
im sorry
suddenly i tink bak.
i treated jane not onli as my gf last time, but also my best fren. i wanted 2 tel her all my stuffs n let her noe everythin. we were alwiz happy tgt. but when i had problems, she nv reali looked willing 2 help. i could even feel her reluctance without her sayin anythin jus by lookin at her face. mayb i was wrong by judgin her lidat. mayb she did reali cared it was jus dat she dint show it out. she was da one person i tot i cud put my full trust in. i trusted her alot n believed in her. but as times went by, i did not get any real assurances frm her. i tot mayb i was too attention-seekin. i scolded myself a few times jus 2 assure myself dat she actuali do care 4 me when im down. it felt horrible.
how many times when she was down i was dere 4 her last time? i wanted 2 b da frs one 2 offer her my help when shes in need. i wanted 2 b her listenin ear n hear all dat she was 2 blabber out. i felt i reali did my part as a bf. i reali gave my heart n soul into da r/s. dat was until i lost it all when we broke up.
im sorry
Super Marcus signed off at 12:47 PM