Saturday, May 19, 2007
continued from may 15 2007
but sadly we broke up. i was so dumb as 2 initiate it. i regretted it alot. i dint noe y i was so freakin stupid. i hated myself alot for dast stupid mistake of mine. but wad can i do? wads done is done. althou i reali wan 2 turn bak time i noe i cant. i tried so hard 2 forget her. i tot i had succeeded at frs. but as time went by i kept tinkin of her. everythin i saw, heard, felt, smelled, tasted somehow make remind myself of her. it jus had some link. till now i can stil rmb da unique smell dat she has. y do i alwiz tink of her? day n night. some ppl may tink im crazy n over-sensitive. but i noe how 2 control all dese now cuz i can confidently say im more matured now. i will tink of her alwiz. but it has alreadi been a second nature 2 me 2 tink of her so its natural alreadi.
now im given a lifeline
she has given me one mre chance
but i hav 2 make her love me again
i hav 2 touch her heart again
god give me strength
Super Marcus signed off at 9:16 PM
but sadly we broke up. i was so dumb as 2 initiate it. i regretted it alot. i dint noe y i was so freakin stupid. i hated myself alot for dast stupid mistake of mine. but wad can i do? wads done is done. althou i reali wan 2 turn bak time i noe i cant. i tried so hard 2 forget her. i tot i had succeeded at frs. but as time went by i kept tinkin of her. everythin i saw, heard, felt, smelled, tasted somehow make remind myself of her. it jus had some link. till now i can stil rmb da unique smell dat she has. y do i alwiz tink of her? day n night. some ppl may tink im crazy n over-sensitive. but i noe how 2 control all dese now cuz i can confidently say im more matured now. i will tink of her alwiz. but it has alreadi been a second nature 2 me 2 tink of her so its natural alreadi.
now im given a lifeline
she has given me one mre chance
but i hav 2 make her love me again
i hav 2 touch her heart again
god give me strength
Super Marcus signed off at 9:16 PM